Friday, December 26, 2008

HO HO HO....Watch where your going their rudolph. No one likes a smart ass. Yeah yeah yeah...and a few snorts. Typical drivers now a days. Loose the i pod, cell phone and maybe watch the road. As drivers now a days we have way to many distractions and need to get back to the basics and focus on the journey ahead of us. A journey that has many twists and turns, maybe a bit of black ice. The odd puddle, to kick up on the poor sucker walking the sidewalk as i floor the tires through it.

Where was it , that exact moment when things changed , changes that no longer co exist with life. What happened to the innocense of our young and our caring for our elders. How is it that we let the stupid things in life go ahead and the important and meaningful things get left behind. Life is like an auto , add things to speed us up and out do others. Why do we do these upgrades when at most times we cant use them. Why not focus our time and effort on more important stable things in our lives.

A home is a beginning to out adult life. A statue be it may to show to others , a place to call home and a structure to make us solid. A house had 4 walls a roof and a foundation. The four walls are love,health,strength and courage. The basement is the foundation on which we place the 4 walls/ When we get the walls assembled we need a roof to shelter the peace and tranquility of tha which we have built. 4 walls are pointless unless they have a solid foundatin to sit on. What do we build the foundation with. Dirt? Wood?or Stone?

The answer is in your self to decide .Does one want to build on dirt knowing that it only takes one storm to come in and weaken it. Or wood that overtime is undermined and weakened to the point of collapse. I choose cement. A mixture of dirt sand and stone. A foundation to allow me to build my 4 walls . Ive built the last 3 foundations on unsolid ground and sat by and watched the foundation crack and the walls weaken. The cracks became too many and the walls came down one by one. Time never allowed myself to put a roof on the house. Always a work in progress but a progress that became futile and the came crumbling down.

One last time i build a soild base and started on the walls.the health wall went up fast, strength wall to follow. The courage wall was a challenge , but the hardest wall for us all to build is the wall of love. I think the materials I used in this wall were less then standard and fearing a storm i hurried to get that roof on. Hurring thru things always have the same consequences and results. Might look firm but give it time and then things begin to unfold. Does one go to the safety of the basement as the walls come tumbling down or do we run away as fast as we can. Most of choose to run away as fast as we can but this final time i decided to go to the basement and seek shelter. My base was solid and I knew that it would hold me firm even as the walls came tumbling down.

So i sit in the rubble now looking to the stars above. Destruction of emotions words and tears, but still holding firm to the base that which i created. Do i sit and wait for others to clear the debris or do I take the bulls by the horns and dig myself out of the rubble. Well i choose the second and I am here to tell you all that the debris is allmost removed. My foundation in tact. Now its time to ask for help to start the walls again. Will you help me build. Will you give the health,strength and the courage to help. I can supply the love and the house well be done as follows.

I need a solid house to place my roof on so this time i will make sure that I just do that.

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